I was thinking today about my life and how I spend my time.
When my schedule is NOT full and I have openings on my calendar I feel like there is so much more I want to do with my life. I feel like I'm missing out on accomplishing everything I want to do. Like unused valuable time is just passing away.
When my schedule IS full and I'm running from one thing to the next I feel like there are so many other things I want to do with my time. I feel like my hours, days, months are disappearing at an unbelievably rapid speed.
I guess my point is no matter how I spend my time I always second guess it. I always have a gut feeling that there is something more, something bigger, something much more important. What is it that I am supposed to be doing with this life God gifted me?!
This entire thought process exhausts my husband, he tells me I just can't sit still and relax. If you know me even a little you have surely heard me say how amazing my husband is, but oh how we are wired so differently! He recharges by serious down time, doing nothing. I recharge by people who inspire me, visiting a place I've never been, or learning something new.
I suppose tomorrow I will continue thinking about my life and how I spend my time. I would love any insight on the matter.
